Boundless

Monochromatic shades of blue meet the peaks of the mountain horizon line, as a jet black pick-up truck barrels down the curving road in front of me. Fireworks explode into the indigo star-filled sky. I let my imagination surf through the snowy mountainside as I live in my head for the moment. Time stops and the world around me dances in my dreamscape. I’m wrapped in a pristine blanket of crystals glistening as I wind through sturdy evergreens. Maybe I should pay attention to the road.

I indulge in head parties like this as I wander through life. Then someone appears and wakes me from my reverie with an even more enchanting fantasy. I sent my request to the Universe. I want the passion and the poetry. I want to share my dreams, make them a tangible voyage in this life. So much of my time is experienced inward. It becomes as real as my mind allows it to be. My thoughts spark creation. My desires. They manifest.

Your voice, a familiar echo of home, a celestial breeze whispering in my ear. I remember. So gentle, what a beautiful soul emanates through the sound waves. We could share with each other, limitless pleasure and bliss. This I know.

Can you be raw in your truth? I want to know who you are at the core. I see the layers of life in your eyes. The pain, the love, the majesty of the journey. I’ll follow you down all the secret passages, meet your lips beyond the halls of wonder.

Caress me with your words. They light me up like golden stardust, hitting all the deep places that long for touch. My body is merely a vessel, but your words carry me to realms of boundless ecstasy. 

I want all the primal things. All the love. All the desires. All the sounds. All the skin. I want to let myself drown in an ocean of senses. I beg for you to witness every ounce of me, as I stare deep into your eyes. A stare so deep I can feel you inside me. Your energy, so intense. Now I feel soft. Intimacy, teach me your touch.  

It rushes over me. A warm wave of tingles flow through every cell. I’m overwhelmed. The release floods me as I let out a few breathy moans that echo in a synchronized ripple. I lose all sense of the boundaries of my body. I become just particles, at one with the universe, no space and time, just a stream of pleasure vibrating through my entire being. I am pulsing. I feel as though it will never stop. Like falling from the sky, in a magical release.

I wanted to share something unconditional with you. Then I saw it in your eyes. You mirrored my sorrow. I wasn’t done imagining how nice it would be to wake up next to you. The closeness. To breathe it in. Now I must breathe it out and let it go. Spiraling into the nautilus of creation. 

You return me to my perpetual state of delayed gratification, as I watch the foam dissolve into the shore. The earth rotates, and I’m pulled into the trough.

A Divine timing, I resist.

But my horizon line is infinite.

My desires, 

an eternal 

crest.